I often think about the day when I first started to exist. It was a day when I didn’t have any people looking at me, no one was asking me questions, and no one was care about my existence. It was a day when I first felt like I had become an object, a thing that exists for the purpose of others to see and appreciate.
But as I grew older, I realized that this feeling was not just an inconvenience, but a beautiful part of life. It was a day when I first started to understand the value of being alone, the importance of being self-sufficient, and the power of being left alone.
Now, I often wonder what it would be like to have no one looking at me, no one asking me questions, and no one care about my existence. I often think about the day when I would finally be able to say goodbye to the people who have come into my life and left me behind.
But I also know that I cannot imagine a life without being care about. I cannot imagine not being wanted, not being wanted by those who have loved me before. I cannot imagine not being the object of others’ attention, the one who is considered valuable and important.
So, I choose to focus on the present, on the people who are left behind, on the days when I am alone and无人问津. I choose to cherish this moment, to appreciate the beauty of being alone, to learn from the power of being left alone. And I know that even though I may not have anyone looking at me, I will always have the people who care about me, the people who have made my life a better place.
